she wonders if it doesn't occur to him - when he was always treasured, even as a sword. yes, he was left behind often, but he was loved. he was cared for. his existence held meaning for people.
. . . ]
I just -
[she nearly tries to talk around it, because this is a confession that she's never shared with anyone. that she never bothered to unpack, because it felt like such an unshakeable truth: she is lili an, and she is unlovable.
but... if she owes anyone her honesty, it's kara.]
... didn't think anyone would love [disastrous, reckless, cowardly] me.
[but she convinced herself a while ago - she didn't need love to do the right thing.]
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she wonders if it doesn't occur to him - when he was always treasured, even as a sword. yes, he was left behind often, but he was loved. he was cared for. his existence held meaning for people.
. . . ]
I just -
[she nearly tries to talk around it, because this is a confession that she's never shared with anyone. that she never bothered to unpack, because it felt like such an unshakeable truth: she is lili an, and she is unlovable.
but... if she owes anyone her honesty, it's kara.]
... didn't think anyone would love [disastrous, reckless, cowardly] me.
[but she convinced herself a while ago - she didn't need love to do the right thing.]