it's words that she needs to hear because there is so little that lili still fears in terms of her own well-being. she worries about failures, she worries about leading others the wrong way. but there is still that lingering fear in her relationship, of everything that she's not brave enough to say.
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it's words that she needs to hear because there is so little that lili still fears in terms of her own well-being. she worries about failures, she worries about leading others the wrong way. but there is still that lingering fear in her relationship, of everything that she's not brave enough to say.
can she say this all to dimitri, at the end?
maybe she still wants to try.]
.... I want to.
[she wants to see him again so, so badly.]
I just hate that he's - not here anymore.