[oh, arms empty - she awkwardly crosses them in front of her instead. just to have something to do.]
That depends on if there's only one casualty. You didn't get caught when you killed Kaoru, right? On purpose.
[and while she knows that ookurikara would've owned up to it, he also didn't volunteer the information, and she can't fault him for that considering the circumstances.]
I know that you and I will never stand idly by and allow someone innocent to be punished - and if it comes to having to choose to condemn someone who killed in self-defense, or someone who didn't kill at all, the answer is clear. And they should volunteer that information as soon as possible so we don't waste time but...
But moving forward... we don't know what anything's going to look like, or why people would want to harm each other at all.
I only kept that secret because it was his plan. If it weren't for that, I would have told them everything.
That's why I won't trust someone who lies like that. We can't know why they'd kill of their own volition, but it'll help us all more in the long run if they come forward about it. Lying will only make us trust them less, waste our time, and let a killer go free.
[ . . . she thinks again that ookurikara really is her favorite person. because everything he says resonates with her, and it's how she wants to conduct herself. she's not surprised that that's how he wants to conduct himself too.
but she'll press her fingers to her lips and then raise her hand up to press them to his cheek again.]
You don't have to tell me that.
But other people might not be the same. I can deal with them though, if that's easier.
[because even if lili agrees with kara's ideals - she can maybe understand the fear of losing someone you love a bit, too.]
We'll all have to deal with them, the longer this goes on. And the more we all lie to each other, the harder it will be to win this war.
[ ookurikara has never cared for politics such as that. lying and intrigue... they aren't new to battles, but they always get in the way. in this place, even without nobility or governance as prize, this is no different. it just gives him one more reason to prefer working alone. ]
[that's..... not what she meant, but she also recognizes that at this point, she thinks that ookurikara is mad at something other than her. she blinks a few times before nodding.]
I know that.
And I can try to dissuade people from dishonesty to the best of my ability, but I'm... [not that charismatic.]
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That depends on if there's only one casualty. You didn't get caught when you killed Kaoru, right? On purpose.
[and while she knows that ookurikara would've owned up to it, he also didn't volunteer the information, and she can't fault him for that considering the circumstances.]
I know that you and I will never stand idly by and allow someone innocent to be punished - and if it comes to having to choose to condemn someone who killed in self-defense, or someone who didn't kill at all, the answer is clear. And they should volunteer that information as soon as possible so we don't waste time but...
But moving forward... we don't know what anything's going to look like, or why people would want to harm each other at all.
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That's why I won't trust someone who lies like that. We can't know why they'd kill of their own volition, but it'll help us all more in the long run if they come forward about it. Lying will only make us trust them less, waste our time, and let a killer go free.
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but she'll press her fingers to her lips and then raise her hand up to press them to his cheek again.]
You don't have to tell me that.
But other people might not be the same. I can deal with them though, if that's easier.
[because even if lili agrees with kara's ideals - she can maybe understand the fear of losing someone you love a bit, too.]
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[ ookurikara has never cared for politics such as that. lying and intrigue... they aren't new to battles, but they always get in the way. in this place, even without nobility or governance as prize, this is no different. it just gives him one more reason to prefer working alone. ]
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I know that.
And I can try to dissuade people from dishonesty to the best of my ability, but I'm... [not that charismatic.]
I'll still try though.