[ for a moment, kara looks surprised by this. lili an has always been aa bold girl, going right after whatever she wants without hesitation. it's true that she did hesitate a little in telling kara her feelings, but even then, she didn't wait long. why wouldn't it be the same here, if lili felt something for someone else?
but then he gives her a genuine smile, and leans in for a longer, more intense kiss. maybe that will show lili how much he appreciates those words. even after they separate, there's still a pleased, contented smile on his lips. ]
I do like him. If it what he wants, I don't mind things changing with the three of us.
the intense kiss surprises her, even as she finds herself melting into it a moment later anyway, her arms automatically coming up to loop around kara's neck to keep him close. it feels warmer, with him close. she always wants to keep him close too.
and the smile manages to just make her melt too, sighing almost wistfully when he answers.]
she is so weak for him, and even as she leans into that kiss too, she thinks about how her heart might die if she were to feel this strongly for another person, too.]
... okay. Then we will.
[she says this, but she's automatically just going to kiss him again, because she wants to]
[ray where the fuck are they, where is this even set
not that lili cares, given that her answer is a very, very careless - ]
Uh-huh.
[before she is very easily led into another kiss, a bit more insistent than the last. please do not have her very hot boyfriend bite at her lip and expect any type of actual sentence to make it through her brain]
but a careless answer is fine. all it takes is for lili to return the kiss for kara to stop thinking about sparring and thinking only about lili and how it feels, kissing her. his arms snake around her waist, pulling her flush against him with a soft sigh, and he nips at her lip again. ]
because unfortunately she's so, so okay with that, regardless of location. the arms looped around his neck pull him more toward her as much as she can. she thinks again that no matter what, as long as she can return to these arms, she'll be able to keep going. no amount of exhaustion will be enough to topple her.
she parts her lips for him easily, pressing as close to him as she can as if there's nothing she could want more]
[ coinflip says we're going to be nice and set this in dragon cabin.
which means they can also, like. sit. and pull lili into his lap as they both try to get just a little closer. kara doesn't mind being pulled towards her at all, and he finds he rather likes having her arms around him, especially with her in his lap, kissing him like this -
because she parts her lips, so kara does as she did before, tracing her lip with his tongue before licking into her mouth, seeking hers as he tilts his head to the side, just a little - anything to get a little closer to lili. ]
[conveniently timed pcs is literally the only reason why zenitsu and dimitri don't get sexiled
but if kara wants her in his lap, then that's absolutely and without question where she's going. when she said that she didn't mind straddling his lap when they get like this, she meant it. one hand slides to cup his jaw as if to keep him close, even as she can't manage to kill the soft, wanting sound that escapes her when her tongue goes to meet his.
why did she ask for his jacket? she's already feeling so warm.]
[ there's a quiet, contented sound from deep in kara's throat as she complies. as he leans into her hand and the kiss, there's just one thing on his mind: how does he get her to make that sound again? it curls into the pit of stomach, and all he wants is more.
so when he has to pause for a breath, his arms tighten around lili's waist. kara can't stand to be away from her for long, though, so he catches her again almost instantly, pulling her bottom lip through his teeth. ]
[it's just as she'd said before - he's hers, and she is so entirely his. even if she has to marry someone else someday, or even if there is a chance that her heart is big enough for more than one person, it remains that kara will have more of her than anyone else, and any part of her that someone else wants will only be given if he's willing to share.
in this second, she hopes he doesn't want to share, because it feels good to be so wanted. he pulls a gasp from her - for so many reasons - and he gets exactly what he wanted. something between a moan and a whine leaves her as she presses their mouths again as soon as she can, as if even a second where she isn't kissing him is too much.]
[ the last thing on kara's mind is anyone else with that noise rolling past her lips. it brings a sigh to his own, as he presses back hungrily, like he can't get enough of lili, and suddenly just having his arms around her doesn't feel like it's enough.
he's always been content with what they had, before. ookurikara has never been the one to push it or ask for more. all that he's wanted is to be with her, not left behind, and so far, here, she's given him that - so why would he need anything else? but there's something now, something different, that makes him want to keep taking whatever lili will give him - and so he leaves one arm at her waist, hand settled on her hip. the other curls into her hair, pulling gently to tilt her head back so kara has more leverage to find her tongue with his. ]
[between the two of them, it always felt like lili's the one who's constantly asking for more. it's in her personality, in her desperation to take everything she can into her hands and then some. whatever is made available to her, she takes.
it just so happens that with kara, she's also more than happy to give. another soft, pleased noise escapes her when he tugs gently on her hair, and she goes with the pull easily enough. her head tilts back as she melts against him, for once pliable and willing to give him what he wants. she yields. for kara, and no one else, she yields.
sort of.
she meets the kiss just as eagerly as she can, pressing as close to him as she can. the hand on his jaw shifts to tangle into his hair, her other hand coming to clutch at him, fingers curling into the fabric at the back of his shirt as if she doesn't want him to pull away at all.]
[ there's something about the way that lili grasps at his shirt that makes kara think that if this is what kissing is supposed to be like, that he sort of wishes he'd agreed to the dating thing earlier. it brings her name to his lips in an airy whisper the next time they part, and he catches her mouth once - twice - more before pausing to gasp for air, breath heavier than he remembers.
he loves her, he thinks - as intensely as he did masamune-kou, but in a very different way. ookurikara isn't used to this... this new kind of love, one that doesn't stem from mere loyalty and a desire to protect the one he serves, but mutual support and affection and need, to the point that it feels overwhelming. he's never wanted someone the way he wants lili, as much as he wants her.
so he doesn't pull back, even if they have to pause. human bodies are inconvenient that way, with all their shortcomings. but he's learning that they find ways to compromise, and so he settles for pressing slow kisses to lili's cheek instead, to her jaw, and to her neck as he tries to catch his breath. ]
[please find ways to compromise that are less sexy.
because it's embarrassing, she thinks. the way that his wandering kisses excite her - wasn't she already excited? - and make a shiver run down her spine, even as she gasps softly and her immediate, instinctual response is only to tilt her head to make it easier on him.
but her heart hammers at her chest even as she tries - and fails - to reclaim her breath in any meaningful way at all. all she knows is that she wants him, she wants more, she wants so much that she can't put into words, or any type of request. so all she can really manage is an almost helpless, plaintive whine of his name.]
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We don't... even know... if he wants to court....
[they can't just TALK ABOUT SEX OUT OF THE BLUE]
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Even if he doesn't, though, it sounds like he knows about sex. So there's no reason not to ask him about that.
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so embarrassed
kind of like when she admitted her crush to kara!]
... mm. Okay.
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You like him, too, right?
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and uses it as a chance to delay her answer]
... even if I do think that's what this feeling is...
[because she's so terribly honest]
I only... will let anything change if you want it to change too. Even if I can't deny my feelings, I can put them aside if you want me to.
[she won't act on anything, if it could compromise what she has with kara. that goes for anything, and anyone.]
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but then he gives her a genuine smile, and leans in for a longer, more intense kiss. maybe that will show lili how much he appreciates those words. even after they separate, there's still a pleased, contented smile on his lips. ]
I do like him. If it what he wants, I don't mind things changing with the three of us.
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the intense kiss surprises her, even as she finds herself melting into it a moment later anyway, her arms automatically coming up to loop around kara's neck to keep him close. it feels warmer, with him close. she always wants to keep him close too.
and the smile manages to just make her melt too, sighing almost wistfully when he answers.]
... mm.
We'll - talk to him then.
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[ he'll kiss her again, smiling against her lips. ]
I told him to come find us after trial. We can ask then.
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she is so weak for him, and even as she leans into that kiss too, she thinks about how her heart might die if she were to feel this strongly for another person, too.]
... okay. Then we will.
[she says this, but she's automatically just going to kiss him again, because she wants to]
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[ he gladly leans into the kiss after saying that, biting gently at her lip. ]
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not that lili cares, given that her answer is a very, very careless - ]
Uh-huh.
[before she is very easily led into another kiss, a bit more insistent than the last. please do not have her very hot boyfriend bite at her lip and expect any type of actual sentence to make it through her brain]
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but a careless answer is fine. all it takes is for lili to return the kiss for kara to stop thinking about sparring and thinking only about lili and how it feels, kissing her. his arms snake around her waist, pulling her flush against him with a soft sigh, and he nips at her lip again. ]
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because unfortunately she's so, so okay with that, regardless of location. the arms looped around his neck pull him more toward her as much as she can. she thinks again that no matter what, as long as she can return to these arms, she'll be able to keep going. no amount of exhaustion will be enough to topple her.
she parts her lips for him easily, pressing as close to him as she can as if there's nothing she could want more]
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which means they can also, like. sit. and pull lili into his lap as they both try to get just a little closer. kara doesn't mind being pulled towards her at all, and he finds he rather likes having her arms around him, especially with her in his lap, kissing him like this -
because she parts her lips, so kara does as she did before, tracing her lip with his tongue before licking into her mouth, seeking hers as he tilts his head to the side, just a little - anything to get a little closer to lili. ]
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but if kara wants her in his lap, then that's absolutely and without question where she's going. when she said that she didn't mind straddling his lap when they get like this, she meant it. one hand slides to cup his jaw as if to keep him close, even as she can't manage to kill the soft, wanting sound that escapes her when her tongue goes to meet his.
why did she ask for his jacket? she's already feeling so warm.]
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so when he has to pause for a breath, his arms tighten around lili's waist. kara can't stand to be away from her for long, though, so he catches her again almost instantly, pulling her bottom lip through his teeth. ]
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in this second, she hopes he doesn't want to share, because it feels good to be so wanted. he pulls a gasp from her - for so many reasons - and he gets exactly what he wanted. something between a moan and a whine leaves her as she presses their mouths again as soon as she can, as if even a second where she isn't kissing him is too much.]
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he's always been content with what they had, before. ookurikara has never been the one to push it or ask for more. all that he's wanted is to be with her, not left behind, and so far, here, she's given him that - so why would he need anything else? but there's something now, something different, that makes him want to keep taking whatever lili will give him - and so he leaves one arm at her waist, hand settled on her hip. the other curls into her hair, pulling gently to tilt her head back so kara has more leverage to find her tongue with his. ]
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it just so happens that with kara, she's also more than happy to give. another soft, pleased noise escapes her when he tugs gently on her hair, and she goes with the pull easily enough. her head tilts back as she melts against him, for once pliable and willing to give him what he wants. she yields. for kara, and no one else, she yields.
sort of.
she meets the kiss just as eagerly as she can, pressing as close to him as she can. the hand on his jaw shifts to tangle into his hair, her other hand coming to clutch at him, fingers curling into the fabric at the back of his shirt as if she doesn't want him to pull away at all.]
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he loves her, he thinks - as intensely as he did masamune-kou, but in a very different way. ookurikara isn't used to this... this new kind of love, one that doesn't stem from mere loyalty and a desire to protect the one he serves, but mutual support and affection and need, to the point that it feels overwhelming. he's never wanted someone the way he wants lili, as much as he wants her.
so he doesn't pull back, even if they have to pause. human bodies are inconvenient that way, with all their shortcomings. but he's learning that they find ways to compromise, and so he settles for pressing slow kisses to lili's cheek instead, to her jaw, and to her neck as he tries to catch his breath. ]
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because it's embarrassing, she thinks. the way that his wandering kisses excite her - wasn't she already excited? - and make a shiver run down her spine, even as she gasps softly and her immediate, instinctual response is only to tilt her head to make it easier on him.
but her heart hammers at her chest even as she tries - and fails - to reclaim her breath in any meaningful way at all. all she knows is that she wants him, she wants more, she wants so much that she can't put into words, or any type of request. so all she can really manage is an almost helpless, plaintive whine of his name.]
Kara....
[she is so fucking attacked.]